Monday, September 7, 2009
Sometimes, I just hope that he will bring me up above the clouds and show me how life is like up there. If I had a choice, I would choose to go back into my childhood life, to have an impression of you, to at least have a little memory of you. I've lost you for ten years. One month after, it'll make it eleven. I will never forget the daydate.To that human, I promise you I wont give up so easily. What I heard from you broke my heart. It's hard to say, "I'll surely pass the exam", although I know this is what you always wanted me to say. Yes, when I say that, it makes me feel confident. But what if things turned out the other way? It'll just make me feel worse. So i say nothing. Sometimes it makes me feel like a loser to not be able to believe that what I have, I have. You always say, I surely can do it. What if I really can't? I'm afraid I'll disappoint those who have high expectations and hopes on me, especially you. Thinking of the sacrifices you made for me, I can't thank you enough. You're helping me in every single way, big and small, and I am trying my best to not take it for granted. Just a few days left to the real thing, I will do whatever I can. You're my motivation. To the other one, I've been praying for you everyday, you know you cant hide your emotions from me, we have the same_. Sometimes I wonder, why are we really on earth for?
Sometimes, I just hope that he will bring me up above the clouds and show me how life is like up there. If I had a choice, I would choose to go back into my childhood life, to have an impression of you, to at least have a little memory of you. I've lost you for ten years. One month after, it'll make it eleven. I will never forget the daydate.To that human, I promise you I wont give up so easily. What I heard from you broke my heart. It's hard to say, "I'll surely pass the exam", although I know this is what you always wanted me to say. Yes, when I say that, it makes me feel confident. But what if things turned out the other way? It'll just make me feel worse. So i say nothing. Sometimes it makes me feel like a loser to not be able to believe that what I have, I have. You always say, I surely can do it. What if I really can't? I'm afraid I'll disappoint those who have high expectations and hopes on me, especially you. Thinking of the sacrifices you made for me, I can't thank you enough. You're helping me in every single way, big and small, and I am trying my best to not take it for granted. Just a few days left to the real thing, I will do whatever I can. You're my motivation. To the other one, I've been praying for you everyday, you know you cant hide your emotions from me, we have the same_. Sometimes I wonder, why are we really on earth for?
