Tuesday, September 9, 2008
I just cant tolerate his sarcastic remarks, not only today, but every week! He never fails on making me feel horrible during or after lesson. Like today, the worse day ever, i promise. He accused me for not using the metronome to practice(which I did, esp for this week), He said I didnt work hard enough, He said i was bad, IN MY FACE. if my eyes were smaller, im sure they could not hold th tears in there. try sucking your own tears without letting them fall. Techniques my previous teacher taught me, he asked me not to follow those, because those are useless, it doesn't help to improve th sound. Four weeks to th final assessment, what you did was to change all my fingerings, using left hand to play th right hand part, all th changes were so sudden! how do you expect me to change my original when i already got used to it, and worse still, assessment is coming nearer. Oh you think what you said benefited me? could improve on my playing on th actual day?! you're actually making it worse, making me feel horrible that i dont have confidence for th exam. yes, you still asked me, do you know th consequence of failing th exam? yeah i know, EXPELLED. I shall be sarcastic like you, YOU ROCK MY PIANO TEACHER!!!!!<3
thankyou elaine, tonglin and veronica for cheering me up! <3